Well hello all my friends. Just another post that will hopefully speak to you in anyway. Lets start with me giving you a little back story about why I am writing this post. First off, I was at work again tonight and when I am working, I tend to go into my own little bubble and do some deep thinking. Dont't ask me why I do this, but I do it and it really helps me understand myself as well as just cope with whatever is going on that day. Well today I was diligantly working and this rush of thoughts, ideas, and words came into my mind. Hang with me here. I am not crazy (most of the time), but I just felt like I needed to tell you all these thoughts.
This was my thinking. I started thinking about the walls that I have started putting up around myself after my last rock bottom and was trying to pinpoint them when I sat and looked up. When I did this I felt my whole body relax and I smiled because I knew and just realized the next couple of things I'm going to tell you all.
GOD CAN ONLY FILL YOUR HEART UP WITH LOVE IF YOU ALLOW HIM.
Wow. Mind-Blowing moment right there. I mean, when I realized this in full magnitude I just looked up and smiled because I felt like that the walls that I have put up have concealed myself from God's Love completely. Then I had this revelation.
God's Love is like an always flowing stream of water that is filling up our hearts with Love and Compassion, but if we do not open our hearts up to it then it is like we have screwed a cap on our hearts and the love that is continuously poured onto us is put to waste.
In my case, I have built up these walls around my heart that when the Love of God was being shown and poured into my heart that my walls worked like that cap on my heart. Like I said though, God's love is everlasting and does not falter, so the love like water against a wall, has worn me down and finally broken these walls down around my heart. The cap has been removed and my heart is overflowing with that love. It is so amazing to experience this, to feel like I can be finally open and completely outspread with the love of God raining down on me. It is truly and utterly amazing to know that no matter if I close myself off from God that he will continue to love and support me. Man! I love that guy!
I know right now some of you are going read this and be like "He doesn't know me. He doesn't know what I go through," and I tell you that I don't know what each of you deal with, but we all here have the same God that continuously pours his love into our hearts. I challenge you today. I challenge you to let everything go, let every wall come crashing down, and let the Love that God has always shown you enter your heart. It will not be easy, but as I have said in my previous post. "If something in life is really worth having, then you need to work at it."
Dear Heavenly Father, this morning I just ask you bless all of those people in this world that have closed themselves off from you as I have and that your everlasting and always flowing stream of love penetrate their barriers around their hearts and fill up their hearts with your renewing love. I want to thank you for continually showing me your love and no matter the circumstances never giving up on me. I want you to know that I will never give up on you as people have done in the past. You are so amazing and loving. I love you and cannot even comprehend the love you have for me. Thanks again for all you do. Amen
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